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Misanthropist - EP

by HELLTH

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1.
My Ghost 01:12
2.
Tough Love 03:11
your subliminal need for casting your plague feed off emotion and devotion to your foul taste gaslight these concerns and doubts, your insecurity, a monster with the devil’s mouth place yourself above the ones who make you I pray for the devils to come and take you casting your hatred, you’re of no use abusing and intrusive, your spread your false truth manipulation is the name of their game hide by their side and things will never change barely a man, shattered inside, destruction of this broken home a jealous coward who will amount to nothing Live your life miserable if you want but just know you brought this on yourself a father of one, loved by none feared by some, soon to be forgotten “tough love” “tough love” just got and fuck yourself
3.
Cursed Land 03:19
you’ve graced me with your negative aura, a living nightmare, i’m suspended in horror for unintentional damage, the blood is on your hands whatever the intention, the crime must fit the punishment smoke and mirrors, a glitch of what you think of me drawn to the dark side naturally I felt connected to what you pretended to be I feel shame of what that meant to me What you left behind has formed and changed me every decision made, trial and error for the future me I am immune to that disease I have built this house brick by brick, keeping out ones who make me sick This land bears a curse of which only I belong Only when I walk these roads I feel a sudden memory of what your mistakes can do to me These days grow cold, nothing will grow when moonlight shows, I still feel low everything you throw at me, a gift you never thought you’d see for everything that you’ve taught me these are the lessons that you have relinquished to me this land bared a curse for far too long made me think that I was so wrong dwelling on the hurt and pain, feeds it once again for every ruined song, it was me all along It’s all coming back to me now what it used to mean to me did i matter at all? well did i matter at all? did I alter the consequence? What I’ve done to get from where I was to get me to where I am today It’s all coming back to me now back to me now What I’ve done to get from where I was to become who I am today
4.
Fracture Fiction, your personal religion, a never-ending search for possible equilibrium bury the truth, hide the emotion, an allergy to pure devotion exaggerated world in an altered reality, your mind works in mysterious ways hoping that the burdens fade away, your ashes will be swept away with the wind hurt people hurt people some people want nothing more so create your own hyperreality, every person will play a part in your game of greed self reflection is what you intend to avoid, ruining the person you were given the chance to become emotionless vision in a world of grey, empty your disdain on those you prey free of connection, devotion and love, this miserable soul has chosen to die alone entertained by other’s misery a front row seat to a broken soul in purgatory your youth has passed, you beg for a second chance create your own path of guilt and regret evil soul, selfish soul, bring disease where you may roam lure them in with your rehearsed lines leech onto their life, bleeding them dry erase their memory of life outside of your sight Fracture Fiction, your personal religion, a never-ending search for possible equilibrium bury the truth, hide the emotion, an allergy to pure devotion exaggerated world in an altered reality, your mind works in mysterious ways hoping that the burdens fade away, your ashes will be swept away with the wind your ashes will be swept away with the wind
5.
this impulse I feel shame from your presence stepping outside your expectations I can show you how to lie like the others I can show you how to be a deadbeat the very friends I called my own would end up striking in ways that I’d never known purged all of my self worth to make you feel strong but funnily enough, I mattered all along scratching, screaming always scratching at the surface screaming, we’ve been splitting in two from the inside your negativity, it fuels my gravity our inability to touch reality fallen into a permanent retrogression I hope you learned your lesson I am incomplete I am incomplete years lost to this weakness sustained inside this mess counterfeit, i’ve been a liar, face to face learning optimism, my chance to see 24 hours and it’s taken from me life lessons learned the hard way from the start fighting against the dark and grey until I depart I feel shame from your presence stepping outside your expectations purged all of my self worth to make you feel strong but funnily enough, I mattered all along
6.
Colder 02:46
Life has left you colder you refuse to learn your lesson You admired being admired No love to give, you’re far too tired poor circumstance are your excuses The ones you’ve taken for granted will need you not for a second, do you feel sorry The ones you’ve taken for granted will surpass you not for a second, do you feel sorry Life has left you colder what have you learned? are you sorry now? Now you hold your hand out to us not for a second, do we feel sorry burn burn
7.
So lay it on me, what you’re scared to say to anyone else your pent-up frustrations are wasted on me now you have nothing to fuel What you’re too weak to face be sure to throw it my way one day, you’ll understand what’s been given to me protected, ruined with your consent your life was built on all your obsessions forming into a self-created depression building…building…building… Through Love, we find the devil In Lust, we give it away Through Trust, we hurt ourselves Through Trust, we hurt each other These thoughts of death have left me cold my mind has been shaped to what I’ve been told This fool has become what they wanted from the start With emotions, we tear each other apart we only tear each other apart hell opens up just for me what do I see what do I see hell opens up for me piercing noises from the underworld laying powerless recalling every single moment recalling every single moment only when you least expect it So lay it on me, what you’re scared to say to anyone else your pent-up frustrations are wasted on me now you have nothing to fuel piercing noises hell opens up for me I hear them calling my name I hear them calling my name hell opens up just for me for me to rest, for eternity hell opens upi am dragged beneath

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released August 19, 2020

Artwork by Ben Mota of Axis Designs. axisdesignca@gmail.com
All songs written, recorded, engineered by Adam Barkley.
All songs mixed and mastered by Adam Cox of ACO Studios.

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