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Hell - EP

by HELLTH

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every layer of this mind is caving in two versions of me they harbour everything How pain has fluctuated healing me, I’m elevated different from the day I was born cast out from the rest, looked down upon gambled it all, gave my honour and dignity a slave to my mind for all of eternity both the voices scream so loudly every day, they laugh so proudly made to feel like a freak of nature, a joke of humanity unlucky, the story unfolds a new path, stepping into the cold dying to live a better life only lets better people in How pain has fluctuated healing me, I’m elevated I still feel I have forsaken at my best, I still feel I’ve forsaken life or death, it’s all for the taking overanalysing every second this mind continues to exhausts itself If I ever had the chance to reset it I’d live it just to know how it tastes overanalysing every second this mind continues to exhausts itself If I ever had the chance to reset it I’d live it just to know how it tastes The life of which you desire isn’t yours, unless you elevate higher, higher dying to live a better life only lets better people in it all starts to make sense every moment I have lived and endless lesson I can hear memories playing out through life and death, I will be stronger than ever before
2.
Ever since I can recall at my demon’s beck and call only now can I see it’s simply just a part of me just a shell of a man, with misery to behold a disease in my head, that I can not control to know if I have a purpose, just a wandering soul a continuous war in my head, that I can not control I’m trapped inside this person who is falling short of change I promise you I am trying but it may take many days I’m trapped inside this person who is falling short of change I promise you I am trying but it may take many days It holds and pulls me under from who I really am for every one around and me I try to be a better man It holds and pulls me under from who I really am for every one around and me I try and try to be a better man I’m trapped in here I’m trapped inside this person who is falling short of change I promise you I am trying but it may take many days I’m trapped in here
3.
[Adam] honesty, the best policy you’re no part of me, what is so hard to see? your mistake, a planted seed you never imagined could help me grow made of stone, all alone your hatred for me as half the man I should be an insight into a better future, no other parts of me not a victim to your selfish ways but, the lucky one who walks his way this does match your fabricated reality you’ve been living in sheer depravity for nearly leading me to the end of my life all I can say is “thank you” [Link Franklin] it came to me the mirror glitched consuming the light from the world pray for my retribution born from the ashes of vile hands the lives left blinded by your fucking lies all you would do is leave this place void of life All you want to take is my life my fucking heads not right endless rage asphyxiating I can’t control tonight I scared I’m gonna kill So tell the doctor I’m not alright I’m gonna peal your fucking face Tonight’s the night you’re gonna waste [Adam] a clone of me lives inside your thoughts one you created to harvest your flaws tell yourself I have a covert intention all an assumption you forgot to mention two separate interpretations of a miscommunication these young deluded narcissists void of attention You wrapped your hands around his neck and never let him go You said you loved him, but you tightened your hold but you tightened your hold but you tightened your hold
4.
focus in all the wrong places showing weakness in crooked poker faces circled the drain for far too long in time, I know, I know I could be wrong when life is falling apart sometimes, it’s best to look back to the start the seeds of doubt planted years back will grow and blossom with resentment intact it will grow with resentment intact it will grow with resentment intact The same demons visit at night I feel them watching all the time it reminds me of what’s to come letting go of what I’ve become and I relive it every day and I relive it every night now, I beg for any distraction to forget all of my selfish actions now, I beg for any distraction to forget all of my selfish actions The same demons visit at night I feel them watching all the time it reminds me of what’s to come letting go of what I’ve become I don’t know what is real anymore, anymore fear to extreme gravity, ignites this insecurity something has changed over several years it’s safe to say things can never fully remain all the shame, and the guilt and disdain and the pain that comes with losing every day how could it be so lonely I’ve ended up somewhere that I know too well it knows everything about it me It’s listening I can tell I don’t know what is real anymore fear to extreme gravity, ignites this insecurity I don’t know what is real anymore what is real anymore
5.
CHOSEN FROM YOUR SELFISH ACTIONS EVIL FORMED FROM DISTRACTION YOUR FEAR OF WEAKNESS WAS YOUR END GAME THERE HAS BEEN BEEN A PLACE DOWN HERE FOR YOUR NAME FEARMONGER, YOU’VE INFESTED THEM WITH YOUR PLAGUE ENDLESS PAIN AND TORMENT FOR YOU, WILL REMAIN TAKING THE LIVES OF FAMILIAR BROKEN SOULS REGRET IS USELESS NOW, YOU HAVE DUG THIS HOLE those desires were not my own, I sincerely plead, let me go A path of cracks and mistakes, fallen away, I swear I’ve fallen away A LAUGHABLE ARGUMENT, UNFORGIVABLE, PERMANENT UNSPEAKABLE THINGS WILL NOT GO UNHEARD YOUR SOUL HAS BEEN SEIZED, YOU WILL NOW LEARN, ENDLESSLY TO SUFFER SUFFER I'm not a monster I don't deserve this misery i’m not the monster that you believe that depiction truly isn’t me WE KNOW EXACTLY WHERE YOU’VE BEEN HERE YOU WILL DIE TIME AND TIME AGAIN NO REMORSE FOR WHAT YOU’VE DONE ALL EVIL ENERGY RETURNS TO WHERE THE FIRE BEGUN YOU WILL LIVE OUT EVERY MOMENT CYCLED IN THEIR PAIN FOR THEY ARE NOW SET FREE, BUT HERE YOU SHALL REMIN kill me, kill me, please god kill me please, kill me, oh please just kill me SHAKING OF LAUGHTER FROM ALL OF CREATION YOUR SUFFERING IS OUR ETERNAL CELEBRATION SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME, NO EVIL WAS TO SURVIVE NOW THAT YOU’VE LEFT YOUR MARK, WE WILL LEAVE YOU IN THE DARK SHAKING OF LAUGHTER FROM ALL OF CREATION YOUR SUFFERING IS OUR ETERNAL CELEBRATION EVERY OUNCE OF PAIN, ALL IN VAIN, ALL BY YOUR HAND SOMETHING MOST CREATURES WOULD NEVER DARE TO UNDERSTAND SOMETHING MOST CREATURES WOULD NEVER DARE TO UNDERSTAND YOU’VE SHOWN THAT YOU ARE WORTHY OF NOTHING AT ALL THUS THY WILL BE REMEMBERED AS THE ONE WHO TOOK THE FALL YOU CAN NOT ESCAPE THE HORROR YOU CHOSE TO BECOME NO ONE WAS OUT TO GET YOU, IT’S JUST BEEN YOU ALL ALONG I admit it the look on their faces if you could see it, if you could see it I admit it I admit it I am the monster that you believe in THERE’S A REASON YOU WERE PULLED THROUGH THE ANTRUM IT’S YOURSELF YOU HAVE HATED AND WILL NEVER ESCAPE FROM FROM PLAYING GOD TO FALLING INTO THE HANDS OF THE DEVIL THERE IS NO FORGIVENESS FOR SOMEONE SO EVIL

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HELLTH's third EP

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released January 18, 2022

All songs written, engineered and performed by Adam Barkley
Tracks 1-4 mixed and mastered by Adam Cox of ACO Studios
Track 5 mixed and mastered by Adam Barkley
Vocal feature on 'Mirror Glitch' performed and written by Luke Franklin of The Cleansing
Vocal feature on 'Mirror Glitch' engineered by Keir Campbell of Kascade productions

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