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Broken Headbox
03:07
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every layer of this mind is caving in
two versions of me
they harbour everything
How pain has fluctuated
healing me, I’m elevated
different from the day I was born
cast out from the rest, looked down upon
gambled it all, gave my honour and dignity
a slave to my mind for all of eternity
both the voices scream so loudly
every day, they laugh so proudly
made to feel like a freak of nature, a joke of humanity
unlucky, the story unfolds
a new path, stepping into the cold
dying to live
a better life only lets better people in
How pain has fluctuated
healing me, I’m elevated
I still feel I have forsaken
at my best, I still feel I’ve forsaken
life or death, it’s all for the taking
overanalysing every second
this mind continues to exhausts itself
If I ever had the chance to reset it
I’d live it just to know how it tastes
overanalysing every second
this mind continues to exhausts itself
If I ever had the chance to reset it
I’d live it just to know how it tastes
The life of which you desire
isn’t yours, unless you elevate higher, higher
dying to live
a better life only lets better people in
it all starts to make sense
every moment I have lived
and endless lesson
I can hear memories playing out
through life and death, I will be stronger than ever before
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Depressionbomb
03:21
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Ever since I can recall
at my demon’s beck and call
only now can I see
it’s simply just a part of me
just a shell of a man, with misery to behold
a disease in my head, that I can not control
to know if I have a purpose, just a wandering soul
a continuous war in my head, that I can not control
I’m trapped inside this person
who is falling short of change
I promise you I am trying
but it may take many days
I’m trapped inside this person
who is falling short of change
I promise you I am trying
but it may take many days
It holds and pulls me under
from who I really am
for every one around and me
I try to be a better man
It holds and pulls me under
from who I really am
for every one around and me
I try and try to be a better man
I’m trapped in here
I’m trapped inside this person
who is falling short of change
I promise you I am trying
but it may take many days
I’m trapped in here
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[Adam]
honesty, the best policy
you’re no part of me, what is so hard to see?
your mistake, a planted seed
you never imagined could help me grow
made of stone, all alone
your hatred for me as half the man I should be
an insight into a better future, no other parts of me
not a victim to your selfish ways
but, the lucky one who walks his way
this does match your fabricated reality
you’ve been living in sheer depravity
for nearly leading me to the end of my life
all I can say is “thank you”
[Link Franklin]
it came to me
the mirror glitched consuming the light from the world
pray for my retribution
born from the ashes of vile hands
the lives left blinded by your fucking lies
all you would do is leave this place
void of life
All you want to take is my life
my fucking heads not right
endless rage asphyxiating
I can’t control tonight
I scared I’m gonna kill
So tell the doctor I’m not alright
I’m gonna peal your fucking face
Tonight’s the night you’re gonna waste
[Adam]
a clone of me lives inside your thoughts
one you created to harvest your flaws
tell yourself I have a covert intention
all an assumption you forgot to mention
two separate interpretations of a miscommunication
these young deluded narcissists void of attention
You wrapped your hands around his neck and never let him go
You said you loved him, but you tightened your hold
but you tightened your hold
but you tightened your hold
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4. |
Daily Torture
04:04
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focus in all the wrong places
showing weakness in crooked poker faces
circled the drain for far too long
in time, I know, I know I could be wrong
when life is falling apart
sometimes, it’s best to look back to the start
the seeds of doubt planted years back
will grow and blossom with resentment intact
it will grow with resentment intact
it will grow with resentment intact
The same demons visit at night
I feel them watching all the time
it reminds me of what’s to come
letting go of what I’ve become
and I relive it every day
and I relive it every night
now, I beg for any distraction
to forget all of my selfish actions
now, I beg for any distraction
to forget all of my selfish actions
The same demons visit at night
I feel them watching all the time
it reminds me of what’s to come
letting go of what I’ve become
I don’t know what is real anymore, anymore
fear to extreme gravity, ignites this insecurity
something has changed over several years
it’s safe to say things can never fully remain
all the shame, and the guilt and disdain
and the pain that comes with losing every day
how could it be so lonely
I’ve ended up somewhere that I know too well
it knows everything about it me
It’s listening I can tell
I don’t know what is real anymore
fear to extreme gravity, ignites this insecurity
I don’t know what is real anymore
what is real anymore
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5. |
Hell - bonus track
06:00
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CHOSEN FROM YOUR SELFISH ACTIONS
EVIL FORMED FROM DISTRACTION
YOUR FEAR OF WEAKNESS WAS YOUR END GAME
THERE HAS BEEN BEEN A PLACE DOWN HERE FOR YOUR NAME
FEARMONGER, YOU’VE INFESTED THEM WITH YOUR PLAGUE
ENDLESS PAIN AND TORMENT FOR YOU, WILL REMAIN
TAKING THE LIVES OF FAMILIAR BROKEN SOULS
REGRET IS USELESS NOW, YOU HAVE DUG THIS HOLE
those desires were not my own, I sincerely plead, let me go
A path of cracks and mistakes, fallen away, I swear I’ve fallen away
A LAUGHABLE ARGUMENT, UNFORGIVABLE, PERMANENT
UNSPEAKABLE THINGS WILL NOT GO UNHEARD
YOUR SOUL HAS BEEN SEIZED, YOU WILL NOW LEARN, ENDLESSLY
TO SUFFER
SUFFER
I'm not a monster
I don't deserve this misery
i’m not the monster that you believe
that depiction truly isn’t me
WE KNOW EXACTLY WHERE YOU’VE BEEN
HERE YOU WILL DIE TIME AND TIME AGAIN
NO REMORSE FOR WHAT YOU’VE DONE
ALL EVIL ENERGY RETURNS TO WHERE THE FIRE BEGUN
YOU WILL LIVE OUT EVERY MOMENT CYCLED IN THEIR PAIN
FOR THEY ARE NOW SET FREE, BUT HERE YOU SHALL REMIN
kill me, kill me, please god kill me
please, kill me, oh please just kill me
SHAKING OF LAUGHTER FROM ALL OF CREATION
YOUR SUFFERING IS OUR ETERNAL CELEBRATION
SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME, NO EVIL WAS TO SURVIVE
NOW THAT YOU’VE LEFT YOUR MARK, WE WILL LEAVE YOU IN THE DARK
SHAKING OF LAUGHTER FROM ALL OF CREATION
YOUR SUFFERING IS OUR ETERNAL CELEBRATION
EVERY OUNCE OF PAIN, ALL IN VAIN, ALL BY YOUR HAND
SOMETHING MOST CREATURES WOULD NEVER DARE TO UNDERSTAND
SOMETHING MOST CREATURES WOULD NEVER DARE TO UNDERSTAND
YOU’VE SHOWN THAT YOU ARE WORTHY OF NOTHING AT ALL
THUS THY WILL BE REMEMBERED AS THE ONE WHO TOOK THE FALL
YOU CAN NOT ESCAPE THE HORROR YOU CHOSE TO BECOME
NO ONE WAS OUT TO GET YOU, IT’S JUST BEEN YOU ALL ALONG
I admit it
the look on their faces
if you could see it, if you could see it
I admit it
I admit it
I am the monster that you believe in
THERE’S A REASON YOU WERE PULLED THROUGH THE ANTRUM
IT’S YOURSELF YOU HAVE HATED AND WILL NEVER ESCAPE FROM
FROM PLAYING GOD TO FALLING INTO THE HANDS OF THE DEVIL
THERE IS NO FORGIVENESS FOR SOMEONE SO EVIL
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