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Damage Control
02:48
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free me
I have been sleeping
all of the guilt
all of the guilt that I have felt, for you
If I caved in, gave to the pressure
the pain would only shape me, all for the better
here lies the manipulator
we are not the same
though are hearts shriek in pain
we can only hurt ourselves
with ourselves to blame
we are not the same
though are hearts shriek in pain
we can only hurt ourselves
with ourselves to blame
I die, but I never feel good about it
I die, but I never feel bad about it
I die, but I never feel good about it
you take your closure
I’ll take composure
I hear a heartbreaking symphony
in my mind, it was built into me
free me, for I have been sleeping
all the guilt I have been feeling
every night that was spent weeping
shaking, quaking and shrieking
shame, taking the blame, all for your careless mistakes
as the story goes… I can forgive you, but I can never forget you
I’ve learned my lessons
burned into my skin
your lies came crumbling down
the day your true colours had shown
And I had suffered every day of the week
I lost all hope when I gave into a parasite
I count myself lucky
I hope you do too
ego victim, tell us your sins
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Worse
02:25
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WORSE
graced with an evil embrace
an urge to put all of this to rest
another day, another chance to kill the voices in my head
I breathe in the smoke to suffocate the other me
I feel the devil’s grasp over me
I’ve suffered every second
every hour of every day
show me the depths of this troubled mind (I look inside)
A fear so dominant, I’ve never seen one of its kind
living devastation, suffocated in frustration, If loose all concentration
then It’s all thrown down the drain
loosing the patience of which I’ve been graced
Show me the exit
from this house I’ve built
I’ve been tirelessly running
Yet I find myself standing still
Eager to leave, I’m left standing still
Eager to pull the thorn, I hesitate
Fresh air in plain sight but I suffocate
Hope is seldom to build
I reminisce of the optimism I’ve killed
This disease is man made
I only seem to get…
WORSE
Awake in a daydream
I’m seized by a familiar disease
I only seem to get WORSE
punishment by design, all from the fall of the wrong direction
I have suffered alone
but if I speak my mind
what I can find from getting worse
WORSE
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Lotus
03:30
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I close my eyes, I see the hollow man that I’ve become
laying lifeless, still and hopeless, no where to turn
survive and learn my lessons, for that I am far too stubborn
my second thoughts reach for the reset button
I’m a monster
I am a monster
I deserve all of the misery
death has left me here
Life won’t intervene
_____________________
I wake, dazed, no control or understanding
unaware of the danger my mind fell into
no emotions in the way I felt them before
Evolve to someone distant from previous flaws
feeling lower than I thought was possible
the person I’ve become, so bitter and horrible
feeling lower than I thought was possible
the person I’ve become, so bitter and horrible
_____________________
when tempted by death’s embrace
I feel my heart begin to race
as my body struggles with the pace
my thoughts are forced to rearrange
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Tough Love 2.0
03:14
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your subliminal need for casting your plague
feed off emotion and devotion to your foul taste
gaslight these concerns and doubts,
your insecurity, a monster with the devil’s mouth
place yourself above the ones who make you
I pray for the devils to come and take you
casting your hatred, you’re of no use
abusing and intrusive, your spread your false truth
manipulation is the name of their game
hide by their side and things will never change
barely a man, shattered inside, destruction of this broken home
a jealous coward who will amount to nothing
Live your life miserable if you want but just know you brought this on yourself
a father of one, loved by none
feared by some, soon to be forgotten
“tough love” “tough love”
just got and fuck yourself
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Worse [Demo]
02:25
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WORSE
graced with an evil embrace
an urge to put all of this to rest
another day, another chance to kill the voices in my head
I breathe in the smoke to suffocate the other me
I feel the devil’s grasp over me
I’ve suffered every second
every hour of every day
show me the depths of this troubled mind (I look inside)
A fear so dominant, I’ve never seen one of its kind
living devastation, suffocated in frustration, If loose all concentration
then It’s all thrown down the drain
loosing the patience of which I’ve been graced
Show me the exit
from this house I’ve built
I’ve been tirelessly running
Yet I find myself standing still
Eager to leave, I’m left standing still
Eager to pull the thorn, I hesitate
Fresh air in plain sight but I suffocate
Hope is seldom to build
I reminisce of the optimism I’ve killed
This disease is man made
I only seem to get…
WORSE
Awake in a daydream
I’m seized by a familiar disease
I only seem to get WORSE
punishment by design, all from the fall of the wrong direction
I have suffered alone
but if I speak my mind
what I can find from getting worse
WORSE
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