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Mercenary - SPLIT EP

by HELLTH

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1.
You’re all digging your own graves And you dare to point the finger at me I’ll watch you choke, I feed off your greed This world won’t bend the knee for someone as disgusting as me you cross your fingers & bury your head in the sand We know it’s all been done Just know you might not be the one if you’re not willing to reap what you sow sorry, kid, you’re not the exception to the rule A wise man once told me heart means everything You’re all digging your own graves And you dare to point the finger at me I’ll watch you choke, I feed off your greed This world won’t bend the knee for someone as disgusting as me you’re all ego it must be comfortable living in your sheltered lives wasting time, every day you’re alive you can want it all you fucking want Someone else will earn it the right way You say doing nothing is manifesting How’s that working out for you? fake it till you make, ‘till you realise that you’ve hated every single move that you’ve ever made (you’ve ever made) you can want it all you fucking want Someone else will earn it the right way You say doing nothing is manifesting How’s that working out for you? fake it till you make, till you realise that you’ve hated every single move that you’ve ever made
2.
Every time darkness falls, a ghost of me will pace the halls I will weep, I will feel all the pain that I conceal as they say the devil lives inside the bottle, he live and breathes He took so many innocent souls never let him take ahold when I was young, I never understood how the bottle could get you so hooked to a feeling of running from everything you’re hiding from how this feeling can be so cruel I’ve lost control you can see it in my eyes this exhausted soul oh the shame, to know you know of my disease all the guilt and regret, I beg for release if there’s a god, I’m begging on my knees addicted, I’m begging for a cure for me I won’t let this kill me I hold the key I’ll lock you out I’ve been living it up like an animal living at the pace you could only imagine I am exactly what I feared I’ve been living it up in the night time where no one knows my name I am exactly what you feared but there’s a way out oh the shame, to know you know of my disease all the guilt and regret, I beg for release if there’s a god, I’m begging on my knees addicted, I’m begging for a cure for me I won’t let this kill me I won’t let this kill me I hold the key I’ll lock you out You’ll never take me to my grave I’ll happily pour you down the drain this strength inside carries me
3.
why? what more could you take? ruined my dreams and my dignity what makes you feel the need to destroy something they won’t let you feed what makes you feel the need to destroy something they won’t let you feed a liar, a person I thought I knew after all the abuse, they’ll probably believe you you lied right to my fucking face I will get this off my chest and put you in your place I remember every god damn thing you said you made me wish I was fucking dead I’ve been to hell and back fighting away the hands of death because of you a life of freedom now is all that I’m fighting for what’s done in the dark always comes to light Just think about how a lie could ruin a person’s life you’ll be feeding the fire after all this time but you’ll get burned and all your bridges have sparked I can promise you one thing, your future is fucked now you know now you know you have the power in your hands it’s all part of your plan you made me hate someone there lies the manipulator watch your mouth and mind your tongue you know what you said and did is wrong They have no idea you’ve been hiding all along Just think about how a lie could ruin a person’s life you’ll be feeding the fire after all this time but you’ll get burned and all your bridges have sparked I can promise you one thing, your future is fucked let me live, let me be leave me alone, set me free let me live, let me be leave me alone, set me free let me live, let me be leave me alone, set me free let me live, let me be leave me alone, set me free set me free set me free set me free
4.
A negative mind is always hungry but it’s never enough Let my words intervene now don’t you interrupt hoping and praying for solace down in this rut I’m always running in the dark, so blind with my eyes shut I see myself in isolation, the perfect desolation the idea of frustration The kings and queens all do unspeakable things I see myself in isolation, the perfect desolation the idea of frustration The kings and queens all do unspeakable things The ones you trust would all go bust without your blood to drink I see myself in isolation, the perfect desolation the idea of frustration A negative mind is always hungry but it’s never enough Let my words intervene now don’t you interrupt hoping and praying for solace down in this rut I’m always running in the dark, so blind with my eyes shut No one is what they seem We stitch up at the seams No one is what they seem We stitch up at the seams They’re still hiding in plain sight, the ones who lie Never forget about those who knocked me down I lay defeated, knowing it’s just what I needed I forget how grateful I am to everyone who’s stabbed me in the back No one is what they seem We stitch up at the seams The kings and queens all do unspeakable things The ones that you trust would all go bust without your blood to drink
5.
I harmonise with static everyone runs into place for the grand finale I harmonise with static foreign frequencies too erratic You seem to look down on me now I was too frail to carry your ego words couldn't get through to you so now, it's time for me to make my move Don't you care if I'm dead or alive 'cause I needed you 'cause I needed you A prisoner suspended in the corner A prisoner suspended in the corner Empathy disorder I could have died, you never bat an eye your true colours are running dry Hoping I lose it all You're hoping that I lose it all I'll be the one who took the fall but here I am Even at your highest of highs Your heart is filled with hate Even at your best, you keep trying to keep up with the worst of me Checkmate
6.
fuck you no one wants to hear the loudest opinion the world owes you nothing you’re wasting your time Like it or not, I’ve suffered just like you Like it or not, I have to earn it just like you you are no more important than me I am no more important than you Like it or not, I have suffered just like you like me or not, I deserve the light too screaming louder seems so pointless when you’re all alone no one has to handle your emotional ramble It’s nothing more than just your opinion Like it or not, we’ve suffered just like you the loudest opinion will go unheard be mad about it, we don’t hear a word I bet you never gave a fuck about anything if anything wasn’t benefitting you if you won’t listen to them how the fuck do you think they’ll listen to you just when you think that you’re on to something, your dirty mouth goes and fucks it all up it’s hard to watch you all ruin your lives, but I’m sure I’ll learn to not give a fuck I bet it’s exhausting to be longing to be like someone else always complaining, and shaming and blaming, it’s draining you need to check your health You crumble under the pressure, the stress-you’re under and now you’re under the hammer before I sign off, learn some fucking manners screaming louder seems so pointless when you’re all alone no one has to handle your emotional ramble the loudest opinion will go unheard be mad about it, we don’t hear a fucking word be mad about it, we won’t hear a thing be mad about it, we don’t hear a word be mad about it, we won’t hear a thing no one wants to hear the loudest opinion you can go ahead and be mad about it be mad about it, we won’t hear a word we won’t hear a fucking word

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released November 7, 2022

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